Archive for May, 2008

I’m very Repentant

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Please PLEASE tell me this isn’t real

http://objectiveministries.org/zounds/gaming.html

Its simply embarassing.

Bully (Rockstar, PS2)

'Bully' Homosexuality

10.22.2006: Bully is a very, very bad game. It promotes school violence, vandalism, disrespect for authority, and comic mischief. This was all expected when Rockstar announced their “Columbine simulator”, but there’s one surprise in the game no one saw coming: It teaches young boys to become homosexuals. Your character, Jimmy Hopkins, can “make out” with six other boys in the game and is rewarded with a health bonus (subtly teaching that homosexual sex is healthy). This content is hidden, not mentioned anywhere on the packaging or content rating. The game causes players to discover it by accident, then entices them to do it again and again, much like how actual homosexuality spreads. I had to try every boy in town just to find the ones that would kiss me. It was gross! After one of the boys asked me if I wanted to play “shirts and skins”, I quickly turned off the Playstation because I didn’t want to see what that was (Pastor Skeet later told me it’s homosexual slang). Worst of all is that “Bully” is rated Teen, which means boys as young as 13 could be learning how to approach and kiss other boys! Parents need to be warned of this hidden objectionable content so they can organize boycotts. Please inform your Church. ZERO CROSSES

I may just cry.
Shirts and skins=gay slang? ITS FUCKING BASKETBALL
*cries*

Sort of a crazy day

I had a sort of stress meltdown today around 1:00. I feel so overwhelmed sometimes. perhaps i feel my life is standing still. Yes, admittedly, I’m doing school and earning a degree, but i feel no progress. I get up in the morning, i do what i do, i go to bed, and nothing has changed. I love my friends, i love my family, but I feel like its all the same.

Im not too depressed, i mean im doing it all, im just bleh.

I do have a bit of money coming to look forward to. I am excited about that. I’m buying L and A something each, I already know what im getting teh L, but A is a bit more difficult to buy for as i don’t know her as well yet.That, and she doesn’t EVER DROP ANY HINTS. 😛 She told me to get hello kitty, but considering Hello Kitty is on everything from CD players, to videogames, to dolls to chess sets, she hasn’t partiularly narrowed the search. I’ll find something

I might just replace my PS2. I definitely will try to buy a wii. That is…. if i can get my hands on one.

Im sleeeepy lately too.

Shit, chloe is whining to get out. She can piss on the grass in a minute. I’m enjoying teh rant.

I changed my graphics on my computer to windows classic. Its a mood thing, i’ll eventually get tired of this and go back to Aero, but… i just occasioanlly get in the mood for something else.

So…..

… its the start of a new trimester and all of the stress that brings.

… my financial aid is coming in later than i thought. Its not that big a deal but its annoying.

… I’m a bit behind on my first week of work, but i’ll get it in in the nick of time like i always do.

… L kinda had a tough time recently.

… A gets mentioned

… A gets mentioned again because her fragile soul would be crushed if she does not get a minimum of two mentions.

… A told me that she’s gonna be gone for a couple days. Doesn’t bug me but its odd to hear about it at the last minute.

… P is cool, i should talk to him more.

… I need to update more often.

Its not the post i promised.

But what do you expect, its the end of one trimester and the beginning of another. I’ll get around to writing about it. Instead I can ramble about my life as it stands.

As I said my trimester end and beginning is squished together horridly, so I’m feeling the heat on that. Im annoyed and idgety, but i have an anxiety disorder so that is to be expected.  (for some reason i expect L to be rolling her eyes at that, she doesn’t like when people label people and disorders). I just wish i could get some relief.
On the opposite end of the worry spectrum i’m considering getting a job. Fuck it i want money. But should i do it? That will add both stress (time) and relief (money) so i’m stuck. I dunno if it will be worth it or not but I’ll keep you all (both of you) updated.
I’m pissed off that Higgs2 still has me on ignore. My feelings are honestly hurt. she goes on and on about tolerance and understanding, but for some reason she has decided I’m not worth tolering. Hypocrite.
Of course we are all hypocrites, so in a way calling someone a hypocrite is hypocritical (that children is what we call a paradox) (I know its not L, don’t correct me)
A had a hard time at a club tonight. Assholes couldn’t accept her as her. Whether or not they accept her as a woman, can’t they just be decent to people? do we have to be dicks to people who disagree with us? Fuckem.
I need to control my language, but i don’t know how to express frustration.

I’m hooked on Castlevania. L, I didn’t Buy GTA, cause i decided it wasn’t worth the guilt. Last week my obsession was FF, now its castlevania. Damn fleeting desires.

I am thinking about Burnout paradise.

I am up and down on my diet, some days i have incredible self control, other days i stress eat. Im inconsistant. MUST FIX SELF.

I am a theistic evolutionist, I get shit from both atheist and theist alike.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080509175237AAlpd0j&r=w

Update

BIYATCHES

I’m planning a big blog post here soon about my leaving fundementalism for what i believe to be a purer form of the faith, but not now.

crazy school week.